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thoughts � emzi 2003-2006 layout � emzi

questionaire thingy...
[� emzi @ approximately 2:05 am]
16 January 2004





Mood: Very, very sleepy

Weather: I'm inside...I'd have to clue and I'd look out the window to find out, but that'd take effort...

Sound: Story of My Life -- Noah East

So yeah...it's now after 2am and I am still awake. I'm not claiming to be WIDE awake because my eyes are very droopy and I feel like I could just pass out from exhaustion, but anywhoo -- I am awake.

And in my boredom from this sleepless night I have completely this questionaire thingy. Maybe you all will learn a little something about me. Doubt it, but have a go at it.

I AM: TIRED

I WANT: Justin to come home from work.

I HAVE: to go to sleep soon! It�s late.

I WISH: I could see my Mom.

I HATE: myself...sometimes.

I MISS: My family.

I FEAR: Losing Justin

I HEAR: the fan from across the room.

I SEARCH: for a way to stay alive.

I WONDER: where I will be in 20 years.

I REGRET: leaving school.

I LOVE: my baybuh! ^_^

I ACHE: when I cry too long and too hard..

I ALWAYS: tend to complain.

I AM NOT: the �hehe/haha� type a lot of the time.

I DANCE: by myself in a secluded corner of my bedroom.

I SING: not too badly...I guess.

I CRY: every time you go away.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy.

I WRITE: poems when I�m sad.

I WIN: never.

I LOSE: control.

I CONFUSE: myself.

I NEED: to lose like 500 pounds.

I SHOULD: go work out in the morning.

x. father thinks I am: He doesn�t know who I am.

x. mother thinks I am: I am not sure anymore.

x. my ex-boyfriend thinks I am: Don�t have one.

x. three things you are often complimented for: my smile, my ability to make other laugh and how much of a good friend I am.

x. you get embarrassed when: when I have to talk infront of a lot of people.

x. makes you happy: music, my baybuh, my family and my friend.

x. upsets you: money issues.

x. you keep a diary: Duh, you�re looking at it.

x. you like to cook: I�m a pretty darned good cook.

x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yes

x. you're in love: I am completely in love with my Baybuh!

x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: No, it�s either now or never.

x. you bite your fingernails: I used to, but still occasionally do when I�m nervous.

x. you believe in love: Absolutely

the cutest female you know: Um...no?

The weirdest person you know: I�m odd.

the Loudest Person you Know: I�m loud.

the Sexiest Person you Know: Def. not me.

Your close friends: Justin and Vickithe Person that Knows the Most about you: Vicki

Most Boring Teacher: currently not in school

your most overused phrase on IM: LOL

the last image/thought you go to sleep with: I don�t know.

your best feature: Ability to fear myself.

Inside joke: Got lots of them with friends.

take a shower everyday: Always! Sometimes even 2.

have a(any) crush(es): Nope.

think you know you've been in love: Definately.

want to get married: Soon, I hope. Already have the ring. Just need the ceremony.

have any tattoos/where?: Nope. I want a star tattoo on my hand btw my thumb and index finger. Doubt it�ll ever happen though.

piercing/where?: Just my ears. Stretched to 14G, possibly 12G if I tried. I�m pathetic...I know.

get motion sickness: Absolutely.

think you're a health freak: Nope...that�s why I weigh 800 pounds.

get along with your parents: For the most part.

thunderstorms: Beautiful.

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of

Ryan: I know too many of them.

Rob: ?

Drew: Carey � Good show.

Stephanie: Justin�s sister.

Heather: a nasty girl that I went to grade school with. Ewwww.

Aaron: another kid I went to grade school with.

Amy: my sister! I lovies you Amis! Miss you!

Will: a guy I worked with at Ace.

Paul: McCartney?

Eve: Adam?

John: Lennon?

Laura:?

Alex: Justin�s little cousin.

Dave: this name doesn�t deserve recognition.

Justin: My baybuh! I love you soooo much!!! =o]

Ricky: Martin....Gross

Jacob: Martin!! Hey buddy! You rock! =o]

Jack: Black...ooh, what a funny guy.

SIGN: Scorpio

NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown

CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown

EYE COLOR: Dark Blue

BIRTHPLACE: in a hospital. DUH...

( FAMILY )

PARENTS: Mom, Tracy and Step-Dad, Howard

SIBLINGS: brother, Sam sister, Amy and step-sister, Catie

LIVE WITH: Fianc� JustinFAVORITE RELATIVE: cousin, Cat

( FAVORITES )

NUMBER: 45 � � it�s random.

COLOR: Red/Pink

DAY: Wednesday � right in the middle of it all.

MONTH: October � pretty colors on the trees

SONG: can�t name �em all now can I?

FOOD: White Rice � it�s so yummy!

SEASON: Fall

SPORT: I like watching football w/ Justin...does that count?

DRINK: Sprite

VEGGIE: Green Beans

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Depends on the situation

CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Well, what�s the weather like outside?

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Special Dark .... MMMM!

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )

CRIED? Nope � surprisingly.

HELPED SOMEONE? Yup

BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes

GOTTEN SICK? Nope

GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nope

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Nope

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Nope

TALKED TO AN EX? Nope

MISSED AN EX? Nope

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Sure...guess what I�m doing right now.

TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? Nope

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Of course

MISSED SOMEONE? Always

HUGGED SOMEONE? Sure did.

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Nope

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Nope

name 10 bands you listen to:

*No Particular Order*

1. Stroke 9

2. Maroon 5

3. The Starting Line

4. Homegrown

5. Guttermouth

6. Brand New

7. Something Corporate

8. Jack Johnson

9. Liam Lynch

10. Vendetta Red

name 9 things you hate:

1. money

2. stupid people

3. Crying for no apparent reason

4. Not being able to sleep

5. Being away from my family

6. Being out of school.

7. Being sick.

8. Complaining � I do it too much.

9. Feeling threatened.

Would You Ever..

1. Eat a bug? Sure, high in protein you know.

2. Bungee jump? Hell no.

3. Hang glide? Hell no.

4. Kill someone? Only if in self defense. Even then I�d be scared shitless.

5. Have sex with someone you don't love? Nope

6. Kiss someone of the same sex? Not unless I was drunk...but wait! I don�t drink.

7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? Nope

8. Parachute from a plane? Hell no.

9. Walk on hot coals? Hello no.

10. Go out with someone for their looks? No because I hate that.

11. For their reputation? No

12. Be a vegetarian? I tried it for awhile.

13. Wear plaid with stripes? Sure, why not.

14. IM a stranger: Sure

15. Sing karaoke? Nah, I�d get too embarrassed.

16. Get drunk off your ass? Not right now. Maybe drinking will come later in my life.

17. Shoplift? Why?

18. Run a red light? Sure...you know � you get to the light and it turns yellow and you think you have enough time to get through but the light when it turns red the exact moment you drive under it. Happens all the time.

19. Star in a porn video? Nah, I find it disgusting.

20. Dye your hair blue? Only if it were wash out and for a good cause...But why would I be in that type of situation.

21. Be on Survivor? Nope

22. Wear makeup in public? Sure, I do it most every day.

23. NOT wear makeup in public? Yup, some days I�m too tired or don�t feel like wearing makeup...I�ll go el naturel...er you know what I mean.

24. Cheat on a test? I�ve done it....Oooops. My bad.

25. Make someone cry? Not purposely.

26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? Nope.

27. Kick a baby? NO WAY! That�s WRONG!

28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? How much money is he worth! NAH, I�m kidding...I think that�s a little out of my league...

29. Cuss out a priest? No!

30. Take a job as a janitor? Better to be making money than not! It�s a legitimate job.31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? NOPE...I don�t want a constant wedgie.

32. Stay up all through the night? Done it many times...In fact, tonight may be another one of them nights.

33. Drink straight espresso? Nah...

There you go. Hope you enjoyed that one.

B'bye: EMILY

I love you all, so you all better love me.

Forever Yours <3 & })i({'s
Emzi - xoxo


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Name: Emily
Nick-name: Emzi
DOB: 30 October 1983
Age: 22
Sign: Scorpio
Residency: Northern Indiana
Status: Forever taken <3
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Dark Blue
Height: 5' 5"

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