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I'm dead...Well, I wish I was...
Mood: lonely Weather: superb Sound: Anyway :: Dynamite Hack [sigh*] I don't know what my problem is. Lately I've been feeling extremely empty. Also, I am very irritable...it doesn't take much for me to just snap. I've been having a lot of problems with my physical appearance. Although, Justin swears up and down that I am beautiful. Well, maybe to him I am, but to you all...I should just die because I'm the ugliest person on earth. Maybe Justin's right...I'm just feeling sorry for myself. But how can I not?! Especially when I'm the most pathetic creature on this planet? If you and I were in a beauty pagent I'd be disqualified just for exsisting. Sorry to break the news folks. x_x Anywhoo -- I hope everything is going alright for Justin. This is the first night he's really worked at the Day Care...Well, I guess that tonights more of an observation. Oh well, he'll do fine! I got a phone call from Wal-Mart today. They told me that they liked my application and that they wanted me to come in tomorrow at like 2p. So, I guess I'll be getting a job. I don't think that it'll be too bad working at Wal-Mart as a cashier. I've got like 4+ years of cashiering experience, so I don't think it'll be too difficult. Plus, I learn pretty quickly... I really wish I was still in school. I regret the day that I had those final papers at TSU signed...Stating that I have been released. GOD, I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. But I love Justin more than anything, so at least I have him to look forward to. Maybe one day I'll be able to go back to school. Oh, I do hope so. I'm downloading some new Sugarcult. I really hope it's good. Their first cd 'Static' was great...the second one is called 'Palm Trees and Power Lines.' So, I'm gonna go check some of it out right now... B'bye: EMILY I hate you all, so you all better hate me. |
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