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Mood: crappy Weather: It got up to the mid 60s today Sound: Love Song :: Anberlin Today has been a really crappy day. For some reason I'm super depressed. I'm not sure what all of this is about, but I just want to be left alone. But yet, I am lonely... I just feel empty... I prayed for an answer to my problems. Maybe God will help me. No one else can seem to help me. Or maybe it's just that I don't want to be helped... As I sit here now I don't feel like I have a single thing in the world to look forward to. I'm just here and that's all. My head feels heavy...I can barely hold it up. Could be due to the massive head ache that I have...but probably not. I guess you could say that I'm constantly looking for a fight. But I don't want to fight...I fought with Justin today. It was my fault. It's always my fault. I'm such a horrible person. I love Justin. I really do...So why do I treat him the way I do? I don't understand any of this... The littlest things set me off. I'm too moody. I should just stop talking and stop feeling. I don't need emotion anymore. Lord knows I have enough for all 20 of my personalities... This isn't funny nor is it a game. Why won't they stop knocking on the door? Can't they just leave me alone? Gah, I should just get it all over with... I'm out... B'bye: EMILY |
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