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am i fake?
Best friends? I think not...at least not anymore. Just when I thought life couldn't get any worse -- It does. Now, I'm officially not allowed to have a life. I'm not allowed to sleep because that's ignoring people. Excuse me for sleeping. I f-ing hate double standards and that's all I'm getting. I can't please anyone. I never have been able to...probably never will. I try so hard to make my family and friends happy. I guess I'm just a failure. The time of day that I sleep isn't convenient now. So sorry for having a need for sleep. I send i/m's...no reply. I send e-mail...no reply. I miss one phone call becasue I was up late and forgot to set the alarm (therefore oversleeping) and I'm a f-ing loser. I'm tired of hearing you say, "Sorry." Sorry doesn't cut it anymore. You say you're sorry, but you'll do it over and over again. You push me aside and only remember that I actually exsist when it's convenient for you. When you have nothing better to do...then I'm good enough. I'm so glad that you ignore me -- it makes me feel so alive. I just can't take it anymore. I'm done trying to be a good friend. I'm done trying to be anything. From now on I'll just be me and you can fucking hate me. I don't care anymore. |
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