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Sorry, I'm not a mother. Mood: freezing & sickly Well, I'm supposed to meet up w/ Vicki tonight, but I haven't heard from her...So, I don't know what is going on...*sigh* She probably forgot about me. That'd be my luck. Heh. I have felt like crap all day today. Well, most of the day anyway. I felt fine this morning when I woke up, but once I got to work my stomach started killing me. I ate a banana for breakfast, but I've never had problems w/ eating them before...But besides this apple sauce that I'm eating now and the Banana I had for breakfast I haven't ate anything. I actually haven't had much of an appetite, but that's ok...Who needs to eat anyways? So, I have a question...Why is it that if you're female & have an upset stomach (& it just happens to be in the am) do people have to spout off and ask you if you're pregnant?! That's what happened to me today...I tried to shrug it off, but it did kinda offend me & more or less I was hurt. I was hurt only because -- Well, I have problems w/ my period & I don't have a regular cycle (I'm lucky if I have 3-4 periods a year)....And well...One of my biggest fears in life is that I'll never be a mother. I want those things in life, but I feel like I'm not allowed to have them. Almost like my body is rejecting ever little chance that I could ever have to get pregnant. I don't know...It's a complicated situation & I know that the girls at work didn't mean anything harmful by it...I suppose I'm just too sensitive. Whatever. Oh, well... That is all I have to say for now, so I'm off. Have a good night all |
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